Sigh. Know what? Samuel just told me that he got attached. I don't know what I'm feeling, but it felt so hard to smile and congratulate him from my heart. I've never asked myself and get my feelings sorted out. I feel so sour knowing that he got attached. Do I love him? Has he taken the place in my heart? Well.. I have no courage to face it and find out the answer...
I have never expected him to get attached. I wished I was the girl he is dating. I can't help but to cry to myself every night after he told me. I can't get back on track, I feel so hopeless. Maybe... maybe... I'm just unlovable. Ahh well. This is the hardest wish, but I really hope he will be happy and blissful.
