因为被呵护惯了...
Well. It's been eventful. In terms of emotions and events. I had a chain of birthday celebrations. The feeling of being pampered was awesome. Pampered by family, Godma, Samuel and friends. I thought through quite a bit, feeling lonely sometimes and having no friends. Feeling ostracized, outcasted and stuff. Then I realized quality vs quantity. All I need are those who really cares. Just a few will do.
Good times doesn't last...
Few days passed like this and I haven't got enough of them. I didn't want the attention, the endless chats, the jokes and everything to feel so far away. But... Reality is cruel, isn't it? It's a matter of accepting and getting used to it despite my reluctance. There's much I can do and I believe it's just me. After all these while and all the repeated negative feelings and stuff, I learn that it doesn't matter. It's best keeping in, sucking thumb and pretend nothing happens because it will still remain the same.
