Me being me, I'm scared of changes. I don't adapt well and I don't like stepping out of my own comfort zone. My biggest fear will be Sam's enlistment. I'm pretty sure I'll miss him. What am I suppose to do when I'm lonely, when i need someone to hug me, to assure me when I'm struggling.... Sigh. Worried. From the unpleasant experience with Sek previously, I don't trust myself, I'm very negative about this. I makes me tears whenever I think about it.
On a side note, it was a great stayover with some youths at boyfriend's place even though it was so simple and we were practically doing nothing most of the time. Our first countdown, I'm loving it.
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